all the awards to this old man
The last one is the cutest thing I’ve ever seen oh my God
Kaneda and Tetsuo shotgunning because I desperately needed it
please take a moment to read this if you can! i’m sorry in advance, i really didn’t think i’d ever do this sort of thing, but, well. things are… difficult ahaha and i’m getting a little bit desperate!
if you’ve been following me for a while you’ll know that i have a girlfriend whom i love very much. if you didn’t know, well, now you do haha this is her! i’ve known her for about half my life now, even though we only started dating a year and a half ago (after she flew halfway around the world, aren’t i the smartest), and she’s obviously very important to me.
the reason i’m writing this now is because i miss her. a lot. and the way things are going, it looks like i might not be able to see her again for a really long time.
to cut a long story short:
- i’m under a lot of financial pressure at the moment
- and i’m also under a lot of emotional pressure to just stop liking girls in general. i’ve told my mother that i’m in a relationship with a girl on multiple occasions, but she pretends she can’t hear me.
- probably because i’ve come out, i no longer receive money from her and my window of opportunity to travel is closing uncomfortably fast as my savings dwindle.
i know, i know, i should just get a job right?? and i am, i promise you, i am looking. the thing is:
- i’ve just quit my university (wasting a ton of money, which in a way i regret immensely but was honestly my best option) and am now going to start art school
- i am still living under my mother’s roof, but i would like not to. (i don’t think my family issues are relevant here, but just know that they exist)
- tickets to the US cost a lot of money which i just do not have.
so i need all the help i can get! of course, i’m not going to ask money from you guys and not give anything in return. here is stuff that i do!
- i write (fanfiction and original)
- and i draw (not particularly well lmao but i do)
- i also sing!
- i translate stuff english - japanese - english, i’m not going to do pixiv stuff unless you have the permission of the original artist or it’s for your own use only but hit me up with anything else!!
- and i’m willing to do quite a lot of other things in return for whatever money you’re willing to give me. for example skype calls or IMing when you’re feeling lonely (promise im not creepy!!), signal boosting your stuff, if you live in malaysia i’ll bake for you or something idk, anything just suggest it and a price and i will seriously, seriously consider it.
please help me out if you can, if you just want to give me money no questions asked THIS IS MY PAYPAL ADDRESS [kero.wa.gakushi at gmail.com] and even if you don’t want to or can’t afford to give me money, any amount of signal boosting will help!! thank you SO MUCH for reading through this long fucking post, i’m really sorry for messing up your dashboard TT
Be all like, “I have a fiction paper due and I wanna be on Ernest Hemingway’s level.”
I have a need for this.